. . . for man shall not see me and liveâExodus 33:20
Weâre made for fear. Weâre made to live with fear, not without it, as weâd like. Itâs just, as so often happens, we get preoccupied with things we can see and hear and touch. But these arenât what weâre supposed to fearânot people, nor circumstances. About such things, our King, Jesus Christ says, âdo not fearâ (Luke 12:4-5, 22-24). No, weâre meant to fear a fearsome God.
âThe fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledgeâ (Proverbs 1:7).
But what does it mean to fear God? Well, mostly it means keeping our thinking straight. It means seeing God, in all his power, in proper relation and proportion to the people and problems in this world. Though we sometimes act as if he were, God isnât smaller than financial hardship, difficult work situations, difficulties with children. Heâs not equal to them. Heâs so much bigger, so much more powerful, even comparing doesnât make sense. Heâs alpha and omega. Heâs the beginning and the end of everything.
Whatâs astonishing is this fearsome God, for some reason, chooses to love each of us with a fierce loveâa love thatâs good and will never relent. So, to him, we mustnât respond as weâve been conditioned to respond to fearâcontrol, minimize, avoid, numb. We must respond by recognizing, every day, every moment, that heâs the most important, most powerful force in our lives, and that weâre his favoured sons.
Okay, so what do we do?
Name your biggest fears. Write them down. Look at them. Imagine them as God sees them. How frightening are they now? The truth is, things we can see, hear, touch are never our ultimate threats, not when Godâs aroundâand he always is. Our ultimate threat is choosing to live as if these things are bigger than he.